My stomach is churning and I feel sick right now. If you haven't seen my blog entry for today, I accidentally deleted all of my data files. After getting some rest after a long, LONG night of feeling completely emotionally distraught, panicking, shaking from anxiety and generally feeling like the biggest loser on the planet; I did a quick search for some software to recover my data.
What I found was a software demo that was able to find all my files. I wasn't thinking clearly and was just so relieved that I wasn't going to lose critical data that I spent hours thinking I had lost. The software was $70 and I bought it not thinking that there . We are really crunched for cash right now, but I made the purchase anyways, thinking that there was no way I could go without this. The last time I dealt with data recovery software was several years ago and back then it cost quite a lot of money.
When I woke up though, my logic started to kick in (or my fear, I don't know). I had this feeling like the software was a scam and when I looked at its website and lack of means of contact and operating under multiple domains, I really started to worry that my data recovery might be some fraudulent software. I ended up canceling my recovery and plan on trying to get our money back so I can use the free software, but I'm not even sure if I can do that.
Have you ever had a time where you felt like just a general loser overall? Like you are so stressed that you can't think clearly and that most decisions you make our the worst ones? Am I just crazy? I dunno....I just feel like total crap right now.
Sorry for venting, but I am so stressed. Carry on.