by Bear » Sat Mar 23, 2013 10:47 pm
I think over the course of the last few months, I have become increasingly introverted. I've been feeling less talkative, more apprehensive, less sure of myself and more confused about who I am and my own self worth. I keep having feelings of "you're an idiot" and reading into things that are most likely my imagination. I didn't want to talk about it here because I didn't want to drag anyone down but as a result I feel like I've just ended up shutting myself out and being more reclusive.
Anyways, I'm sorry about being a bum when what I really need is just to talk to you all some more. I think I've realized that the lack of social interaction (which is my own fault) was making me feel this way. It was also an incredibly strong need to be creative and do things on my own for the sake of self-expression.
So! I wanted to apologize for not being more connected to you all, who I care deeply about. I'm sorry that our Steam Group is void of us most of the time and for being distant. I'm sorry I didn't give you a proper welcome Hrist. I'm sorry if I said anything to upset you Farore. I'm sorry for not creating a more welcoming and active environment here. I'm sorry for this post and how selfish I am for posting it. Thank you all for being so awesome.