So what's new in your life?

[Farore]

Indeed, Team Penis wins this round, but there's always next time.

[Fixxxer 117]

Team Penis huh? Well, I've never heard it put that way before.

[Adol The Red]

@Pie. Thanks. For now I'm just going to try and save some money, and maybe at least look for a better apartment. Either way writing is incredible therapy for me, and I'm glad I've finally found a way to revise that isn't so exhausting. I have to print it out. For some reason I just can't revise on my computer, so I do the work on paper and make the changes to the file afterword.

[Bear]

I think over the course of the last few months, I have become increasingly introverted. I've been feeling less talkative, more apprehensive, less sure of myself and more confused about who I am and my own self worth. I keep having feelings of "you're an idiot" and reading into things that are most likely my imagination. I didn't want to talk about it here because I didn't want to drag anyone down but as a result I feel like I've just ended up shutting myself out and being more reclusive.

Anyways, I'm sorry about being a bum when what I really need is just to talk to you all some more. I think I've realized that the lack of social interaction (which is my own fault) was making me feel this way. It was also an incredibly strong need to be creative and do things on my own for the sake of self-expression.

So! I wanted to apologize for not being more connected to you all, who I care deeply about. I'm sorry that our Steam Group is void of us most of the time and for being distant. I'm sorry I didn't give you a proper welcome Hrist. I'm sorry if I said anything to upset you Farore. I'm sorry for not creating a more welcoming and active environment here. I'm sorry for this post and how selfish I am for posting it. Thank you all for being so awesome.

[RollCasket]

Zomg stop apologizing Bear! it's all good man don't worry about it, me and Farore have been pretty busy lately too so we know how it can be. We DO want to meet up again at...some point o.O no idea when cause we're taking some time off for a very short san diego trip and then who knows when we'll both be off again lol. In any case, you didn't say anything to upset Farore so don't worry about it.

[Farore]

Wha?? I don't remember you saying anything that would upset me. If you're just going my my un-approving grimace I assure you that is completely based on Pie's utter enjoyment of delicious burger. Which is just terrible... mostly .

As Roll said we've both been pretty busy recently, but would absolutely love to meet up again. It's always fun to see you and Pie.... and celebratory bunny!

[ThePaul]

So, you weren't offended when he stuck those firecrackers up his butt and said, "Look at me, I'm the Moon"?

[RollCasket]

I was offended when he stopped

[Fixxxer 117]

Bear, I hope you start feeling better soon. It happens to the best of us, I went through something similar myself and every now and then I still get the feeling that I'm not much use to anyone. But you learn to cope, I was lucky and had great friends around to cheer me up, you just need to find that which makes you happy.

[Bear]

Thanks you guys...I dunno...I get neurotic sometimes. I think, oh man, did that one thing I say make me just feel awkward or was it really awkward. Anyhow, I think I had a breakthrough recently that was very important and I'm all better now. =D

I wouldn't have had to stop if it weren't for the crippling rectal trauma. I promise though, I've been going to the gym to work out and I think my endurance has increased significantly. More fireworks more often!