Coming up is a restructuring of my life. No more martial arts (;_; dealing with that.) and lots more swimming. I have decided that I will not give up and after burning through most of my money with trips to places like Bolivia, I am actually going to deal with it instead of running off. Although that was fun, it was tough on my family and my girlfriend. Still have one more trip planned though, going to see the grand canyon, but this time I will bring my girlfriend.
I want you guys to know how much you helped just by reading and being there. I think I will do alright and the future doesn't look as bleak when I think about spending it with people I love.
*wipes tears*
Sorry for getting sappy. But seriously you guys rock. Thank you so much.